Waiting…

It has been some time since Master and I have been able to get together for one of our nights, and even longer since I have had anything on my mind to write about. We have both been extremely busy with our respective lives, and he did inform me that he does have a new lady in his life that he is trying to make a relationship with. He told me that he has not yet told her about the side of his life that I am a part of, and since he is not sure if their arrangement will be for a long term or not he is keeping me a secret from her. I don’t really mind that he has found someone since I have a husband who allows me to see Master, it doesn’t hurt my feelings. I just wish sometimes we could meet up more often because I do miss him sometimes.

Nothing has really changed in regards to our arrangement for when I am apart from him. I am still required to send him daily photos of myself, and occasionally he will send me little tasks to do and report back to him about the progress. However, it has become fewer and farther between for that due to him spending time with his new lady friend. I still get giddy with anticipation though each day waiting for him to text or email me with instructions. I ache somedays for him, because he is the only one who knows how to touch me to make me want to submit. Even my husband doesn’t make me feel the way that Master does. Not that it is a bad thing he just is more interested in “taking care of me,” than throwing me down and revenging my body the way that Master does. It is a balance that I enjoy very much and when part of it is missing I don’t feel complete.

So for now I wait…

Earning Privileges

I arrived at Master’s house for our session together, and was completely unprepared for he had in store for me. I am never to ask what kind of fucking I will receive when I arrive at his house. I am only there for him to use for his pleasure, just as a whore does. I walked into the room and I could see there were several things set out on the night stand next to the bed that I had not recalled being things he normally kept there. He ordered me to undress and assume my position on the bed on all fours ready to service him with my mouth. He has told me that he will no longer accept the fact that I am not able to swallow his cum, and I will have to continue sucking him until I get every drop out and swallow it down. I knew he would force me to do it if I disobeyed so I resigned to my position as his whore and hungrily sucked his cock until I made him cum. I have learned to know when he is ready because he grabs my hair and forces me all the way down on his cock so that his cum will shoot down my throat with no choice but for me to swallow.

After he came in my throat he walked around behind me and told me he was going to play rough with me tonight, and he didn’t care if I enjoyed it or not. Master has become very harsh with me lately due to my lack of attention to detail and he told me, that until I start pleasing him in the fashion that his whore should he will treat me however he wants. I had to earn my rights back with him by performing to his satisfaction whenever we met for our fuck nights. If I pleased him he would allow me one privilege back. Thus far the only thing I have earned back is the ability to touch his ass as I am sucking his cock, but I want to be able to earn back many of my privileges so I resign to his wishes. I was on the bed on all fours waiting for my instructions as to what I was to do next.

He walked around behind me, and told me to spread my ass cheeks to present the hole to him. I did as he commanded. I hate this position because it always makes me feel humiliated and exposed which he knows and is why I am made to do it. Upon spreading my cheeks apart, I am laying with my face buried in the blankets on the bed and waiting for whatever he is going to be inserting into my asshole. I heard a few clicks of the camera and I knew he was documenting how small my anus was, which meant he would be taking more pictures after he was done to commemorate how much he had abused it. I felt something cool begin to be rubbed around the outer rim of my asshole, and I could smell the mint flavor. He told me he was going to be using toothpaste on my asshole for lubrication for his toys. Still exposing myself for him, he began to stick his finger inside my hole, and as he did the effects of the toothpaste started to take effect. My asshole was on fire, and I started to whimper from the burning sensation. This only made Master start to finger my asshole more vigorously, and telling me that he would finish with my hole in his own time and the more I cried the more he knew I wanted him to continue. He said he knew that the reason I was being so obstinate to his punishment was because I really liked them and he was going to make sure I didn’t like being punished. He was now two fingers deep in my asshole with the toothpaste burning way down inside my bowels. I could do nothing but hold my ass cheeks and cry from the pain. He stayed true to his word, when I stopped making noise and moving he stopped fingering my asshole. Though he said he was not yet done with this torture, and he didn’t want to get the toothpaste on himself so he needed to put a condom on his cock to finish me. I knew this meant I was to hold the condom in my mouth while he inserted his cock into it, and I waited for him to come around to my face.

Tears streaming down my cheeks he smiled as he saw me. Patting me on the head he said I was being a very good whore for him, and I might just earn another privilege back after tonight. I opened my mouth to receive the condom and waited for him to insert his cock in my mouth to receive the condom. When he had gotten the condom fully onto his erect cock, he told me the same as he did when he was fingering my asshole with the toothpaste if I moved or made noise he would continue, if I remained silent and still it would end more quickly. Then before he walked back behind me to my exposed asshole he made sure that I saw him slather more toothpaste on the condom. I buried my face back into the blankets. He walked behind me and told me I had to take 100 thrusts of his cock in my ass without noise or sound before he would quit. If I made noise it would start back from one. He told me to spread wider for him and I obeyed. He entered me, and it burned so bad I couldn’t help but squeal. He stayed deep in my ass for a few minutes to allow me to acclimate to his cock and the burning paste he was using as a lube. Then he began. He pulled all the way out and thrust back in, that was one. This continued for about 30 minutes before I could do nothing but hold my asshole and cry from the burning, but I had stayed still and not made a noise. He pulled out of my asshole, got his camera and took a few more pictures then told me I was allowed to go to the bathroom and wash out my ass.

He came into the bathroom and got in the shower with me. Caressing my body as he washed me, he told me I had pleased him tonight. He washed me gently and when he got to my asshole, he took care and time to wash out the toothpaste he had lodged deep in my bowels. I was starting to feel a little better, but the burning sensation stayed deep. I asked him how long it would take for it to go away and he said it would probably take a few washes to get it all out, but it shouldn’t last long. Master never kisses me, but if I please him he pats me on the head like a pet and tells me I’ve been good and pleased him. He finished washing me and told me to dry off and come back to the bed; he wasn’t done with me yet.

My heart sank, I didn’t know how much more I was going to be able to take for the evening, but I knew I couldn’t say no or our arrangement would end. So I dried up, and went back out to the bed and got on all fours again awaiting his instructions. He seemed pleased by the fact that I had soaked the bed with tears while he had previously violated my asshole. He asked me what privilege I would want back if I could perform well for him. I had to think for a few minutes, but I have missed getting to touch Master so much any type of touching was all I really wanted. I told him I wanted to be able to touch him again; he said that if I earned it I had to pick a specific place to touch him. I had already earned back touching his ass, so I had to pick another part. I thought about it and said I wanted to be able to touch his face. He said he would permit that as long as I did as I was told for the rest of the night. I told him I would do my best to please him because I didn’t want to make him unhappy anymore. He patted my head and again called me a good whore and told me it was now time to get my pussy abused.

He ordered me onto my back with my legs spread so he could see my pussy better. I immediately obeyed. He went to the end of the bed and fastened my ankles into two awaiting straps at the foot of the bed. He then took my arms and fastened them the wrists to the headboard. Lying there exposed again I tried not to think about what he was going to do to my pussy. He left the room for a few minute and I laid there trying to figure out what he was going to use on me. When he returned he was holding in his hand what looked like a large glass dildo. It wasn’t until he began to insert it into me that I realized what it was, a giant piece of ice. The sensation was so cold I winced and moved away. This just caused him to force it farther inside of my pussy. He reminded me I needed to be a good whore or I would not earn my privilege back. I whimpered from the cold. He told me I was to lay there and take my fucking until the ice had melted completely, and then once the ice was melted he was going to fuck my cold numb pussy with his cock. It wasn’t until he fucked me with his own cock that I would be allowed to make noise or move around. He also said that if I moved around, he had several other frozen chunks in the freezer he would use on me until I resigned and took the fucking like a good whore.

And so he began thrusting the cold icicle in and out of my pussy. The coldness of the ice was almost as uncomfortable as the toothpaste I had just spent the last hour having pounded inside of me. I moved around a lot during the beginning, but after a while my pussy became so numb from the cold that I couldn’t do anything but lay there and take the pounding Master was providing my pussy hole. After the icicle had completely melted Master said I was doing good but he had one more thing I had to do to earn my privilege back. He still had to fuck my numb frozen pussy, but before he did it he had something else to insert inside me. He left the room and came back with another one of the frozen dildos. He told me that he was going to insert that into my asshole while fucking my pussy and if it came out while he was fucking me I would not earn my privilege back. I knew what this meant, and that was that that icicle was going to have to be deep inside my hole if I didn’t want it to come out while Master used my pussy.

He forced the icicle inside my still tender burning ass, and I winced in pain. He smiled and told me good luck keeping it in with my hands and feet tied spread eagle while he fucked me. He then plunged himself deep inside my pussy. He shuttered a little and told me how cold it was and he was just going to have to use force to warm it up. He began fucking me harder and harder. To the point that I was bouncing up and down from the rhythm of his thrusts, and trying to keep the chunk of ice lodged in my asshole. He worked on my pussy for another 30 minutes before he finally came inside me. As he finished he collapsed on top of me and reached around and pushed the ice deeper inside my asshole. I cried out from pain from the cold and the shock of it going deeper inside me. He held me there and told me when it melted enough to not be lodged in my ass he would untie me. However, he said if I tried to force it out, he would force it back in. So I laid there, the melting ice water running out of my asshole and onto the bed sheets. Master had gotten up from the bed to go take a shower. After he finished he came back out to check the progress of the melted ice. It had melted enough that it would no longer stay inside my ass.

As he promised Master untied me at this point. He allowed me to lie on the bed for a few minutes before ordering me up and dressed and to go back to my home. I did as I was told and thanked him for the fucking I received from him. He told me if I continued to be good for him it would get easier and he would not have to be so harsh with me. He patted my head and told me good night.

Filthy…

When I arrived at Master’s for the evening I knew I was going to be punished. I had disobeyed him and he told me that due to my infraction there were going to be consequences. I had forgotten to shave myself before taking my daily picture to send to him on Monday, and he has specified that I am to always be clean shaven for him. He instructed me that I was not allowed to shave for the remainder of the week and on Friday I was to arrive at his house for my punishment. I walked inside my head down, knowing I had displeased him. I did not like when Master punished me. He ordered me to remove my clothing, but told me I was not allowed to touch him because I was too filthy to enjoy him tonight. However, he was going to enjoy punishing me for being the filthy whore that I am.

He ordered me into the bathroom and into the shower. He told me to put my arms above my head over the shower curtain rod, and then secured them there with a pair of handcuffs. Next he took out the gag ball and secured it over my mouth. Turning on the water he took the shower head and began to spray me down. The water was ice cold. I squealed some due to the blast of cold water I was not ready for hitting me, he stopped and swatted me straight on the ass, and told me to be quiet and take my punishment. After about five minutes of the cold water torture, he told me that he was going to wash me properly so that I would know what is expected of me from now on. He got out a luffa sponge and started scrubbing my cold wet skin. There was no soap on the sponge, he was just rubbing it very roughly all over my body until I had turned red and my skin was burning from the scratching.

He left me to sit here for a few minutes to think about how I had displeased him. Hanging in the shower like a cold rag, he left and said he would return shortly to continue with my punishment. After a few minutes he returned with three boxes. He held them up for me to see, the first was a bar of soap, the second was a vaginal douche, and the last one was an enema. He told me he was going to clean out my holes because I was such a filthy whore it was just too disgusting for him to think about sticking his dick in me unclean. He removed the gag ball and told me to open wide, he stuffed the bar of soap in my mouth and told me if I spit it out my punishment would become more severe. He said if I puked he would also punish me harder. I obeyed holding the horrible tasting soap in my mouth trying not to swallow too much of it while I waited for the rest of my punishment. He first opened the douche, and jammed the applicator deep into my pussy. He squeezed and the rush of liquid flowed up into me and then expelled out into the tub below. Then he turned his attention to my asshole. He took out the enema and again without any gentleness, jabbed the enema into my asshole. As he squeezed the liquid inside my bowels I let out a moan of discomfort and Master abruptly slapped my face, and told me to remain quiet. He told me I deserved everything I was going to get, and that if I wanted to be a filthy whore he would treat me like one. The liquid expelled from my ass into the tub and Master was pleased. He left me hanging there again with the bar of soap still in my mouth. He told me my punishment was only just beginning and he would return in a bit but for now I was to continue to think about how I had displeased him.

After what seemed like an eternity, Master returned to the bathroom. My cold aching body still hanging from the shower rod, the bar of soap still in my mouth, and by this point I had tear streaming down my face from the horrible taste of the soap in my mouth. He removed the bar of soap, and told me to open wide while he rinsed out my mouth with water. I did as he commanded. He then turned the water back on it was still ice cold, but I couldn’t help but to think about what was still to come. Master then undid the handcuff and allowed me to lower my arms, he ordered me onto my back in the bathtub where he then told me to spread my legs apart so he could shave my pussy. He got out the razor and began shaving me, and after he was finished he sprayed me again with the cold water. Then he ordered me to hold hope my pussy lips so he could scrub out my pussy. He grabbed a washcloth from the cabinet and wrapped it around his hand. He began to insert it into my pussy. It burned from the roughness of his thrusting it inside me. When he was done, he told me that my pussy was now clean enough for him to fuck. I was to now turn over and get on my knees; he was going to finish washing out my asshole he said. He told me to grab my ass cheeks and spread them apart to expose my hole. I did as I was told. Unable to see what he was doing, I was a little nervous about what he was going to use to clean me. Then I felt something very uncomfortable enter my asshole. He was using washcloth again and put it around his finger and began inserting it into my already sore ass from the enema from earlier. He told me this was to finish scrubbing out the filth from my ass. It burned as he scrubbed the inside of my anus and I knew that he was not done punishing me even after he finished scrubbing me down.

With my shower complete he ordered me out onto the bed, and in the same fashion I had been in the bathtub. I was to get on my knees and hold my ass cheeks open to expose my hole. He walked in front of me at first and reinserted the gag ball. I knew this meant he planned on making me scream with the punishment. Then he walked around behind me. The next thing I felt was a strap hitting me squarely in my sore exposed asshole. Then he said to me, “I think 100 swats ought to do it, and if you move your hands I will start again from one.” And he began swatting my asshole with the strap, each time I winced in pain, but I did not move my hands. I stayed in the position he had ordered me in. My asshole by the time he finished was on fire. To test to see how tender it was he took a finger and uncaringly inserted it into my asshole. I cried out in pain but it was muffled by the gag in my mouth. He then said that I was ready for him now. He again told me I was not to move my hands and if I did it would only make the punishment worse. I did as he commanded; waiting for what I knew was coming and hoping I would be able to stand the pain. I felt him spit just a little onto my ass, then without any sort of gentleness he thrust his shaft into me. I screamed from the pain of his entrance into my already violated hole, and he grabbed my hair and pulled me up off the bed. At this point I had removed my hands from my ass cheeks from the pain, and he told me to put my hands back all the while still holding me up by my hair. I was crying which made him more pleased. He pulled out, thrust back in and told me again to return my hands or it would get worse. I did has he commanded. He pulled hard on my hair while he fucked my ass. I was crying and screaming from the pain and he told me that I deserved my punishment and this is how filthy whores get treated. He finished in my ass then dropped my face back down onto the bed.

I was covered in tears when he came around to the front of the bed and took the gag out of my mouth. He told me to clean his cock with my mouth. He said he didn’t want my filthy ass on his cock and I was to suck him clean. I opened my mouth and obeyed, sucking him until he came in my mouth. As he was coming in my mouth he grabbed my hair and forced himself farther down my throat. As I choked on his cock, he smiled and told me again this is how filthy whores are treated. As he removed his cock from my mouth he asked me what I was, and I replied that I was a filthy whore. He patted my head and said, “Yes, you are and your punishment is not over yet I still have one more hole to use.”

He went back behind me while I was still on the bed holding my ass. I had not removed my hands for fear that he would punish me more through all of this. He then ordered me to spread my legs wider so he could see my filthy cunt. I did has he said and wiggled my legs farther apart. He then plunged his fist deep into my pussy. I again cried out from the pain. He had not taken any time to work me up to him putting something so large inside me. He pulled it out. Then again, he thrust his fist deep inside me. He did it a total of 10 times, and by the end I felt like my pussy was gaping open from his hand. He then got out his camera and took pictures to commemorate my punishment and ordered me to get dressed and go home. He told me to remember this punishment, because if I ever disobeyed him by not cleaning myself properly for him again, it would be far worse.

I learned I do not like being a filthy whore. ..

Three Day Challenge

Master told me that for the next few days he was going to request that I masturbate with different objects from around my house and he would watch me through video chat as I fucked myself the way he instructed. He told me that he wanted me to understand that my holes were his to use as he saw fit and so these challenges were to remind me that I my holes are his property. The exercises were going to last all week and each object he told me to stick in myself I was to do so with no lubrication unless it was going in my ass, then I was allowed a small amount just to be able to ease it in. I was also not allowed to stimulate myself in anyway before stuffing the items inside, the object alone was to provide me with the pleasure. With each item I was fucking myself with I was to say the phrase, “this is my Master’s hole and I will stuff it with whatever he pleases.”

DAY ONE

The first night he ordered me to get my hair brush and use the handle to fuck his pussy. I set up my camera, and got online with Master for the video chat. I showed him the brush and he seemed pleased with it. The handle on my brush wasn’t very large so I didn’t think it would be much of a challenge to stick it inside myself. I washed the handle to ensure that it was clean for sticking it inside me, and proceeded to do as Master instructed and slowly inserted the waiting hole. It was difficult since there was no initial lubrication when I started inserting it, and the ribbing on the handle made it hurt as I pushed in and pulled out unlubricated. After a few minutes of slow fucking, I had started to get wet from the thrusting of the object in and out of my pussy. Master messaged me to telling me that he was bored with the slowness with which I was fucking “his pussy” and wanted me to pick up the pace. I did as he ordered and began to thrust the brush handed more vigorously in and out. The faster I thrust the brush in and out of my now dripping hole it was actually starting to hurt a little. The ribs on the handle were rubbing me and causing a lot of friction. He ordered me to cum, and I thrust the brush to the point where I orgasmed. He then told me I was to leave the brush inside me for the next few minutes and he would tell me when it was okay to remove it, and he walked away from his camera. I waited with the camera pointed at my pussy knowing that even though he was not in front of the camera if I moved and the brush came out he would find a way to punish me. He came back after about 5 minutes and told me I could remove the brush. After the wait, my pussy had relaxed back around the handle and when I pulled it out it stung from the ridges of the handle pulling outward. He told me I had done a good job fucking his pussy, and ordered me off to bed.

DAY TWO

The next day he texted me and advised that that night I was to use my curling iron on his pussy. This object seemed like it would be much easier than that previous night, since the iron it a lot smoother than the brush handle. It was a lot more enjoyable than the handle of my hair brush sliding in and out of my pussy. He also instructed me that I was to stop at certain points of insertion and open the iron up with the handle to stretch out the hole. After a few minutes of thrusting the hard metal object in and out of me, and stretching it with the opening of the iron handle, Master told me he wanted me to stick something else in the wet hole. I was to take the curling iron out of my hole and find my hairspray bottle, and I was to work that into myself. After the bottle was in deep inside my pussy, I was allowed to put minimal lubrication on the curling iron and I was to use that to fuck myself in the ass. The ass fucking was to be in the same fashion as I he had wanted me to fuck my pussy, I had to stop at intervals and open the iron up to stretch my asshole for him. This hurt a little but was nothing I couldn’t handle, and it pleased Master to watch me with my holes stuffed for him and saying how much I loved stuff them full to make him happy. After about 30 minutes of fucking my ass with the curling iron Master told me to leave the curling iron impaled in my asshole and to start fucking my pussy again with the bottle. I did as I was told, and came shortly after with both items stuffed in my holes I was to leave them pointed at the screen as I had the night before so he could enjoy the view of my double stuffed holes and could remove them when he allowed.

DAY THREE

On day three of Master’s request, he texted and advised that this day was going to be a solely ass fucking day for me. I was not allowed to touch my pussy at all during this fucking. He told me I was to obtain a jar of vapor rub, some pepper oil, and a ginger root. I was to also have a dildo and butt plug available.

The first thing I was to do was to rub the pepper oil on the edge of my anus; the feeling of this was very uncomfortable. I did not like the burning sensation and was begging Master during our video session to please let me go and wash it off. Of course, the answer was no. I was not allowed to wash it off, and the more I complained he would have me apply more. My asshole was on fire from the oil, when he told me I could apply some lubrication to the dildo and start fucking my ass with it. I did as instructed which just pushed the pepper oil further into my anal cavity, which caused me to cry out in pain from it burning. Master’s only reply to me was that I was to repeat what had told me initially when this challenge began. So I obediently replied “this is my Master’s hole and I will stuff it with whatever he pleases.” After a few minutes my pussy started leaking with cum, even though my ass was burning I was still getting wet from the ass fucking. Master allowed me to stop and told me that the next phase of my anal challenge was to come.

The butt plug he had me obtain was next to me on the bed as I was laying there with the stinging sensation still lingering deep in my anal cavity, and he ordered me to cover it in the vapor rub and insert it into my stinging hole. I didn’t know how much more pain my ass could take, but I did as he instructed and covered the plug and worked it into my asshole. It started off as a dull pain and was a little cooling to the pepper oil that I had just spent the last 20 minutes working into my anus. However, after a couple of minutes it too began to burn from the inside. After about 5 minutes, Master told me I was to get up, still leaving the plug in my ass, and go get a knife to peel the ginger root. I came back to Master waiting for me and sat on the bed, lodging the plug deeper in my ass, and began to carve the ginger root the way Master instructed. He took much pleasure watching me squirm from the uncomfortable burning in my anus from the oils in the vapor rub and the previous pepper oil I had inserted. Once the root was carved to the satisfaction of Master, he instructed me that I had 20 minutes to go to the bathroom and clean out my anus from all of previous insertions and I was to get the ginger root wet. I did as instructed. Although washing it out proved to decrease the burning sensation it was still very uncomfortable.

Master now told me I was to insert the ginger root in my ass and hold it there. Every 2 minutes I was to clench my asshole and hold it for 30 seconds. I worked it into my ass with only the water to lubricate it. Within the first 2 minutes my anus started burning again, but I did as he instructed and clenched for the 30 seconds. This only intensified the burning, and I started to whimper from the pain. This continued for another 20 minutes and then Master allowed me to take the root out, but this time I was not allowed to go wash myself I was to go to bed with my asshole burning and think about how much I love Master using me for his pleasure.

Self Spanking

Master contacted me to day and told me that he was very disappointed with me. I had forgotten in all of the events of the last few days to text him the photos of my nakedness. He told me he was upset with me and that I needed to be punished. Since I would not be requested for a fuck night due to the fact that I could not follow his orders and text him daily, he wanted me to punish myself for disobeying him. The punishment was that I was to administer a self spanking.

The spanking had to be hard enough to leave my ass red and in pain and I was to take pictures of the progress I was making and I was not allowed to stop spanking myself until he deemed that my ass was punished enough. So I began with my hand, spanking myself a few times and taking a picture. I knew this would not be near red enough to show that I had thought about my disobedience and punished myself enough but none the less I sent the picture. I just advised Master that this was the beginning of my punishment and that I was still working on to please him. He sent me a message back that indeed it was not enough yet I had not spent the time to punish myself properly yet.

I realized that my hand was just not going to get the desired effect for my punishment that Master wanted, so I asked him how he wanted me to continue spanking myself. He sent me back a message and told me to gather all of the following implements: a hair brush, a belt, and a whip that he knew I had here at home. Once I had them all I was to administer 20 swats to my ass on each cheek with each. Taking a photo after each one and sending them to him to critique my progress. I decided I would start with the belt. I administered the swats and took the picture. My ass was a little redder this time, and was starting to sting with pain. He replied that it was looking better and asked if I was learning a lesson. I replied back that I was sorry for disobeying him and that I was indeed learning a lesson from punishing myself. He told me to continue with the next item of my choice. I picked the whip next figuring that I would have a better reach with it to hit slightly harder. The whip was slightly more painful than the belt due to the fact that I was already sore from the swats before, and judging by the photo I took my ass was much more abused now. Again, he replied that it looked like I was learning and to continue with the last item. The hair brush was last on the table for me to spank myself with. I began swatting my red, burning ass with the hair brush and it stung so badly I wanted to stop before I was done with the 20 swats per cheek as Master demanded.

I made it through though, and sent him the last photo. He replied back that my ass was looking like I was taking my punishment very seriously, and he was happy with me for doing so. He told me that the next time we meet he will still be administering a spanking to me as well so that he can show me how hard I am to spank myself the next time he asks me.

Exercise Punishment

Master told me today that he would like for me to start exercising more because I have begun to put on a little more weight than he likes on me. I am not a small girl to begin with, but even in my curvy state, I could still stand to lose some weight. He wants me to come up with a plan and tell him how I am going to accomplish losing some weight for him and he will track my progress and provide me with punishment if I do not meet the goals and rewards if I can meet the goals I have set. I want to do what I can to make Master happy with me, and he also said it would make my husband happier if I was to lose some of the weight as well. I know I would be happier with myself if I was able to take some weight off as well.

My goal since it is the summer and nice weather outdoors, is to start walking each day. There is a lovely trail in the town where I live where I can enjoy nature as I walk and I know I can walk there every day after work so I can go for my walks to wind down after work. I also plan to start eating a little better. Not that I eat horrible foods as it is, but I tend to over indulge if it is something that I really like because I do not eat regularly due to my work schedule. Master has told me he will also help me with some of my work outs by providing me things to do as well. He hasn’t told me exactly what types of things he will ask me to do, but said that they will be inventive and of a sexual nature. He wants to be sure that even though he cannot be with me at all times to monitor my progress that I am still doing as he tells me.

I have a pedometer that is going to help me to keep track of the number of steps I take in a day. Master has told me he wants me to walk at least 10,000 steps each day. This is the accepted number of steps per day that you should walk to stay healthy anyway so this didn’t seem like it would be too difficult to accomplish, especially if I was planning on starting to walk more anyway. I am to take a picture of the pedometer nightly and send it to him to show how many steps I have done in the day. If it is less than 10,000 steps I will be punished when he sees me. He did tell me he may increase the number I should walk at any time so I should be prepared for that as well. I know he would never tell me without warning that the step number rule will change, but I also worry he will set it too high. He assures me though it won’t be anything I cannot accomplish.

For today to start my new exercise adventure, he decided he would take the opportunity to have it be a play time for him as well. Since he will not be able to see me in person for a while, he wanted to have a hand in the start of his request for me to work out. He knows I have a Wii at home, and asked if I had the Fit game. I told him I do have it and was wondering what he would have for me to do. I knew he would turn this into a way to assist me and would result in punishments if I couldn’t preform to his liking.

He told me that first I was to take the double plug dildo I have and insert it into my ass and pussy. I was to video myself stuffing my holes with the toy for him and then once it was inserted I was to begin playing a game on the Wii Fit. I was not allowed to put pants on while playing and was required to keep the dildo inserted in both my ass and pussy. If it slipped out at any point during the play of the game I was to stop and reinsert it. Depending on the number of times it slipped out would determine the number of times I would be punished. If I was able to accomplish the game without it falling out, I had to score at least 2 stars or that would also result in a punishment. He also told me the punishment would be something I would have to administer to myself and video for him. When I had requested to know what the punishment would be, his reply was that I should do as I am told and work to not be punished. If I could accomplish the task to the specification he set forth, I would be rewarded when we met again for our fuck night with him allowing me to do something I wanted to him.

So I did as I was told and set up the camera to view me as I inserted the dildo into my holes. I set up everything in the living room so I wouldn’t have a far walk once it was inside me to begin my exercise and risk it falling out before I had even begun the game. I knew it would take some lubrication for me to get it inserted into my asshole and pussy, but I didn’t want to put too much on it so that it would fall out while I was doing my exercises for Master. I did want to do as he told me and keep it in my ass and pussy to make him happy. The added incentive that I could do something to him when we were together was also a plus since during our fuck nights I am not allowed to touch him unless he tells me I can. I am his play toy for his enjoyment, and I am not to question that. The dildo isn’t anything huge and daunting to insert, the anal dildo is the size of a regular man’s penis, and the one that inserts into the pussy is much smaller and slender. Both together are enough though to make me feel like I am stuffed full and it is a bit difficult to walk around.

While I was stuffing myself with the dildo, I was thinking about which game I would choose to play for Masters enjoyment. He had told me I was not allowed to do any of the games that did not require me to move much, so the yoga was out. There were the strength training games, but again, those don’t require much movement. So I was pretty much limited to staying in the area of the aerobic activities. I also was to listen to Master’s direction while putting the dildo inside his property. He didn’t want me to be in too much pleasure while I was inserting it. Too much pleasure he told me would make it so that I wouldn’t focus on the task ahead of me and he wanted me to be reminded that I was not to pleasure myself unless he allowed it. This was not for my pleasure, this was for my training, and it was not to be fun.

I got the dildo inserted and got up to the waiting Wii game. I decided I would go for just the stepping game. I figured stepping up and down off of the board would prove to be the least difficult for me while holding in the dildo. So I began, it was relatively simple at first then it started to pick up pace and it got harder and harder to hold the dildo in place. Then it slipped and fell onto the floor. I did as instructed and stopped and reinserted it. By this point though I had lost a lot of steps in the game, so I stumbled to get back into the groove of the game. I got my steps back and it happened again, the dildo fell out onto the floor. I again stopped and reinserted it. Twice more this happened during the time period I had set for the game. So it was five times total that it had come out and I had not finished the game with the 2 star satisfactory. I waited for Master to advise me of what my punishment would be.

He messaged me after seeing the video and told me that my punishment was to keep the dildo inserted into my ass and pussy, and I was to take the electrode portion from the nipple clamps I had bought him as a gift and I was to administer 5 shocks to my clit. I was to wait 30 seconds between shocks so that I would not become too numb to them each time I shocked myself. After each shock, I was to say “I am a bad whore, and I deserve my punishment.” If I didn’t hit right on the clit with each shock it would result in 2 more being added to my punishment. So I set the camera at an angle where it would be visible to Master for the shocks I was administering and also for him to see my reaction once the shocks hit. I was not fully prepared for what the shock to my clit would feel like since I had at this point only used them on my nipples at Master’s bidding. But I was sure it would be far more intense in nature. I turned on the electrode and prepared myself….

OUCH! Was my first reaction when it hit, and I don’t even know if I had hit in the right place. I gained my composure and stated as instructed, “I am a bad whore, and I deserve my punishment.” Counted to 30, then did it again, it still stung and no less than before. Then I repeated the final three times. By time I was done my pussy tingling so badly from the shocks I didn’t even proof the video before I hit send to know how many more times I would have to punish myself in this manner. I was praying that I had hit it spot on each time so I wouldn’t have to continue with the punishment, because I knew that each time I missed meant two more times I would have to continue. I laid there waiting for Master’s reply still with the dildo stuffed in my aching holes.

The reply was daunting, six more times, and each time you miss now it will be 3 more shocks…

I had missed over half of the times the first time, and I didn’t know if I could take it if I had missed much more. My pussy had finally stopped tingling from the previous shocks, and I began again. This time I was much more focused to make sure I hit my clit with precision. It hurt and I know the time between was to ensure I felt the pain of the punishment before the next one. I did however do as I was told and 6 shocks later I sent the video. I lay out on the couch spent from what my pussy had endured thus far.

After a few minutes I received a message back from Master. I was afraid to look, not wanting to know how many more times I would have to shock myself in punishment for missing. I opened the message with my heart racing. “Three more times…but I see you are learning, and if you miss this time you will have to do it 5 more times.” I was a little relieved, I indeed was learning. This was not a punishment I was enjoying and I wanted to be done with it as quickly as I could be. I administered the last three shocks, and based on the pain from each I was certain I had hit straight on each time.

The message back from Master was one of approval; I had indeed completed the three shocks right on my clit. He praised me for being his good whore, and told me I had permission to remove the dildo from my holes. After I removed them I was to take a photo of my gaping ass and send it to him, take a shower, and after writing about my adventure, go straight to bed.

Good night all, and thanks for reading.

Search for the Perfect Gift for Master

Master has often told me how much he enjoys playing with my breasts and nipples. Caressing them, biting them, holding them while he relaxes, even watching them bounce as he fucks me. It always seems to put a smile on his face when I let out a squeal from his playing with me. I don’t have a lot of nipple sensitivity, so he really enjoys being rough with my breasts in his play and I enjoy making him happy. Recently, we had talked about how he wanted me to have a set of nipple clamps to make his fun time more enjoyable. So being inquisitive, I asked him what kind of clamps he would want for me to have that would make him happy. He said he wanted me to have a pair that would provide me with a little electric shock so he could watch my reaction. He always takes joy in seeing me in pain. Not the kind of pain that would hurt me to the point of leaving permanent damage, but the kind where it is a pleasurable kind for both of us. Since Master enjoys playing with my breasts, I wanted to do whatever I could to make it more enjoyable for him.

I decided I would surprise him and look into obtaining the kind of clamps he was requesting as a gift. I first went to the local sex shop in the town where I live and I couldn’t find anything that fit the description of what he had said. So I set out on the internet to find out where I could obtain what he was looking for to use with me, and safety risks involved in such a toy. To be honest, about the only thing I could really think about when I started my search on the subject was the picture of some poor sap, with jumper cables attached to their nipples with someone on the other end ready to attach them to a car battery. I know that’s probably a bit extreme, but knowing some of the people I do it would not take much to get someone to agree to try it to see what would happen.

I have to say it was rather intriguing to me to think about being shocked, but I wanted to be sure that I would not be suffering any long term damage from play of this nature. I have used a TENS unit before and it was actually very relaxing for my muscles, and I know that uses electric current. I have not had anyone every want to do electricity play with me before on a sexual basis. There were so many sites that talked about how to administer this type of pleasure to a submissive. Some of it seemed a little daunting to me. I didn’t want to end up seizing and pass out on the floor requiring a paramedic to come and resuscitate me. My safety concerns are the same about electrocution regardless of where the electricity is being applied intentionally or not. So I wanted to be prepared. From what I found it can cause tissue damage or even death if misused. I know Master would never want to intentionally harm me, but this took me a little of guard, again the thought of jumper cables and car batteries were flying in my brain. Lubrication I also learned was very important to prevent the skin from burning. Interesting concept since I would have assumed that liquid would have made the electricity much worse.

I continued to read on the subject for several hours scouring the web to make sure I wasn’t missing anything, when it came to my safety for this type of play with Master. After reading several sites on how to practice safe play, I was revitalized in my attempt to want to please Master with this gift. I went online to several sites reading reviews for various different devices used for the purpose of electroshock play on the nipples. After some comparison shopping, I settled on a small set of clamps, that appeared to hook up to something similar to a TENS unit. I placed the order and patiently waited for their arrival. I felt pleased with myself knowing he would be happy I had taken the initiative to procure something he wanted for me.

Several days later the box arrived. I still had not told Master I ordered them for him to use on me. He was vacation and I didn’t want to interrupt him while he was relaxing and enjoying himself. I did decide that I would not use them until I had a chance to show them to him though. I didn’t want him to be disappointed that he couldn’t seem my first reaction to using them. I did read the box though and found out that the pair I had purchased not only had the clamps to attach to the nipples, but the power supply also would administer electric shocks when touched as well.

He arrived home from his vacation and called me to advise he had had a nice time away, but he was looking forward to our next fuck night. I told him I have missed him too and I was looking forward to it as well, because I had a present for him. He seemed pleased that I had gotten him something, and wanted to know what it was. I just coyly told him he would have to wait and see. I know he doesn’t like to wait and I expected it would mean I would receive some type of punishment, but I hoped that it wouldn’t be too bad once he had seen the gift I had for him. He told me when he got his present he would decide what my punishment would be. It makes me excited and a little nervous to think about what he will decide for me.

So for now, I wait until he beckons me to receive my punishment and deliver his gift.

Today’s Anal Adventure

Master contacted me this morning and advised that tonight would be our fuck night. However, before the night adventure was to begin I was to perform certain tasks and document it with photos and videos or I would not be allowed to come over to please him further. Since my husband was at work I knew this is why he was asking me to do these tasks. He never asks me to perform for him when my husband is home.

The first task of the day I was to take one of my butt plugs and stuff it in my ass. I was to video myself and send it to him so he could see how long it took for me to get it in my ass. This was so he could see how tight my asshole had become for him. Master always likes it when I am tight. While I videoing myself performing this task, I was to say “I’m Master’s good little whore,” and nothing else. I was not allowed to cry, moan, whimper, anything. If I felt the need to speak the only thing was allowed to say is “I am Master’s good little whore.” Doing anything other than repeating this phrase would result in a punishment. He would not allow choosing a small plug either; it had to be sufficient in size that it would stretch my ass and make me winch in pain while I was stuffing it in. I have several butt plugs at home for play with my husband as well as Master when I am away from him, so I took photos of all of them and allowed him to choose which one I would be stuffing myself with for him. Master took it easy on me and only selected a medium size plug that was about 4 inches in length, and it goes out to about two inches at the base. I set up my camera at an angle that I knew would capture the video and spent a good 10 minutes with the lubed up plug trying to gingerly maneuver it into my tight asshole. All the while saying for him, “I am Master’s good little whore.”

After getting the plug securely inserted into my stretched, aching asshole, I then had to get off the bed and send him the video. Which was no easy feat since my asshole was in pain and the plug made it difficult to maneuver, but I made it off the bed and across the room to send the video. I was not allowed to remove the plug until I heard back from him. Knowing that it took me 10 minutes to get the plug into my ass, it was going to be at least 10 more minutes before I could remove it since he would watch the video before responding. At about the 15 minute mark after sending the video I finally received my acknowledgement text from him. I was indeed a “good little whore.” I knew he was pleased with me. I knew I did not dare remove the plug until he told me it was okay to do so. Asking to remove it was also out of the question. I replied to the text in the same fashion as the video, but added a request to know what else I could do to please him. He texted me back allowing me to take the plug out of my ass, and to take a photo of my stretched hole for him. I did so eager to see what else he had in-store for me for the day.

I did not hear from Master again until later in the day, I received a text message with a photo with a message that it was a hint for what was in store when I arrived for the evening. There was a message with the photo that said he bought a special dildo for me for the evening. The photo was not of the dildo he had for me, but I suspected from his previous task for the day that it meant I would be receiving it in my asshole. I was not allowed to tell him my guess for what it meant, and he would not respond to me should I have any guesses or questions. I did not want to anger him before out meeting for the evening because I did not want to be punished and based on the photo and his comment I knew that he could easily turn his special surprise into a punishment. I knew I would not hear from him again until it was time for me to come over for my fucking. The anticipation of what was in store for me for the evening though was enough to keep me wet throughout the day.

I received the text message from Master instructing me it was time to come over to receive my fucking and I did not hesitate to reply that I would be there as soon as I could. I arrived at Master’s house, and he led me into the bedroom. I was ordered onto the bed and told to take off all of my clothing. He gave me a couple of hard swats on the ass, walked around in front of me and presented me with his cock. I thanked him and took it in my mouth. I sucked him ravenously wanting for him to be pleased with me so I could receive my surprise. He began to pet my head and told me what a good whore I was. I knew he was happy with me. After what seemed like an eternity to me, Master walked around behind me and began to fuck me from behind.

Thrusting hard into me, I moaned with pleasure and told him I loved the way his cock felt inside me and begged for more. “You’ve been a good little whore for me today,” he said as he continued to fuck me. He continued for a few minutes, before stopping abruptly and asked if I was ready for my surprise. I nodded, and said “yes, Master.” He ordered me not to move from my position on the bed and I was not to look at where he was going and what he was doing behind me.

I obeyed, so as to not to turn the surprise into a punishment. A few minutes passed, and he walked in front of me with a blindfold. He tied it around my eyes, and told me to be a good whore and reach around and spread open my ass cheeks for him. I reached back spreading myself wide for him. The anticipation of what was about to be plunged into my asshole was enough to make me wet. I could hear Master behind me preparing my surprise. He didn’t say a word as I kneeled in front of him holding my exposed asshole for him to use as he saw fit. Then I felt something hard enter slowly into my asshole. It was too hard to be a dildo, which I remember him telling me he had a special one for me. My ass hungrily accepted whatever implement he had inserted into me. He then ordered me to let go of my ass to allow my hole to close around what he had inserted. I moved my hands away and laid my arms at my side. He then flicked a switch and the implement I was impaled with started to vibrate.

It felt so good inside my ass; I let out a moan of pleasure. Master followed the moan with a sharp slap to my ass. He ordered me to not make a sound or I wouldn’t get the rest of my surprise. I didn’t want to upset him, so I complied. Though it was extremely difficult because of the vibration inside my ass, I wanted to make him happy. He played with it, trying to see if he could get me to squeal with the delight I was experiencing. I remained silent as he instructed. After a bit, he praised me and said I was ready for the rest of my surprise.

With my asshole still vibrating from what he had inserted into me, I felt something enter into my dripping pussy. This was the dildo he had told me about. I could feel it as it stretched my pussy and he continued to push it inside me. He started counting as he was pushing it in. One, two, three… He continued until he reached the number twelve. At that he stopped, petted me on the head and praised me again. I was able to take all 12 inches of the dildo he had inserted into my pussy. I could hear the clicking of the flash of his camera. He always liked to take pictures of me when I had pleased him with my ability to accept whatever he put into my holes. After a few clicks from the camera, I heard him move. He had walked around to in front of me, lifted my head and told me to suck his cock in appreciation for my gifts. I did as I was told; my ass and pussy still full from what Master had surprised me with.

After I had satisfied Master with my mouth, he walked back behind me and said he was going to have some fun. He began thrusting the cock in and out of my pussy. It felt so good I started to moan with delight, this time he did not stop me but encouraged me to continue to enjoy the cock he was fucking me with. I began to tremble from the multiple orgasms he had given me with the huge dildo. Then just when I thought he was finished with me, he began do fuck my asshole with the vibrating plug that was inserted in me. It was overwhelming the amount of pleasure I was experiencing at the hands of Master. After an hour of him fucking me with these two implements he asked me if I had had enough. I had learned from our past fuck nights, that it was never really over until he was finished so I replied to him with if he had enough of me then it was enough.

This seemed to please him, only now, he had removed the dildo from my drenched pussy and inserted himself inside me instead. He still left the plug vibrating in my asshole. He fucked me from behind while pulling and pushing the plug in and out of my asshole. He continued until he came inside me, finishing by patting me on the head and praising me.

I am his good little whore.

My First Punishment

I knew I had upset Master before I had even arrived for our fuck night. During the day he was very distant and angry with me. I had tried to do as he requested of me but I didn’t get the task just right. Knowing the rule that I was to do as I was told, I knew it would result in my being punished when I arrived. I just wasn’t sure what the punishment would consist of since it was the first time I had ever truly upset him.

I arrived at his place and was lead straight to the room. He ordered me to disrobe and get onto the bed. He spent several minutes massaging my clit and getting me nice and wet. Then ordered me to put his cock in my mouth and suck him until he told me to stop. I almost thought he had forgotten that I had upset him earlier in the day since this was not abnormal for our sessions. Then it happened. He grabbed my hair and pulled me off of his cock, and told me to get on all fours and said it was time for my punishment. He got up behind me then without warning thrust his hard cock into my unsuspecting asshole.

The sting was almost unbearable when he first entered, and he was not gentle about it like he normally is when providing me an ass fucking. He heard me whimper from the pain and pulled my hair to raise my head back to greet his gaze. All the while he continued to pump his cock in and out of my unlubricated asshole. He did not utter a word while doing this but any time I made a whimper he would go faster and harder into my asshole which was searing with pain from the friction. I started to cry from the pain of the friction and this made him more proceed to pound my ass more vigorously. My asshole was on fire at this point and I could not help but to whimper and cry from pain, which made him smile. After 15 minutes he finished. He had cum in my asshole and was satisfied.

He ordered me to reach around and feel my stinging, gaping hole. I did as I was ordered. When I pulled my hand back to look at the wet that was there I saw that it was mix of blood and his semen. He smiled at me and told me that if I disobey him this is just one of the punishments that what will happen to me. He advised that since this was my first transgression he had taken it easy on me, but in the future it will be much worse.

He ordered me to stay on the bed while he went to clean himself up. I did as I was told. When he came back into the room he ordered me to get dressed and go home. I was to think about my disobedience and then in the morning I was allowed to shower and wash out the remnants of my punishment. I drove home, my asshole still stinging from the punishment I had received thinking about how I did not want to anger Master and how I would do better to be a good whore for him. I arrived home and went straight to bed.

Text Rule

Master and I have a texting agreement, that every day I am required to send him pictures of myself in various stages of undress. He requires seeing every portion of my body without clothing on daily even when we are not meeting for our “fuck nights.”

He critiques the photos and tells me what he wants to see. I am not allowed to disobey his wishes for photos whatever he wants to see I am to take a picture of. I am also supposed to be creative with the pictures as well so that they are not just the same shots of my tits, ass, and pussy. I am supposed to find ways to make things interesting for him so that he will want to fuck me. If I cannot please him with the photos he will not allow me to come over and please him in person. I know I’ve done a good job when he tells me I have been a “good whore.”

Some of the photos I have sent to him include me fucking a dildo, and tell him how much of a dirty whore I am when I send it. I have taken pictures of me stuffing my ass with a plug. Anything he tells me I must find and stick in my pussy or ass, I must do and take a photo to prove I did it. If I don’t he will punish me when we meet for our fuck nights. I don’t like when he punishes me so I always do my best please him. His punishment for not obeying the text rule is being ass fucked with no lubrication, while he spanks me, and makes me tell him I was a bad whore and deserve it.